hold everything
in
when
there is a novel
waiting (wanting) to come out
don't hide
your emotions
i receive them in peace
don't hide your fears
you need to release
the hardest thing for me
holding in my emotions
when i desperately want
to scream at the top of my lungs
how i feel
daily
but not doing so
because of my environment
or how i would be looked at
judged.
i hate it.
i need to leave
leave my comfort zone
life's better there i hear
need to see for myself.
the leap is nearing.
